I found out I was pregnant about 3 weeks ago, on the same day (or maybe the day before) my husband posted a picture on his Instagram that he found a birds nest right outside of our front door... we had a friend text us (who still doesn't know we're expecting) saying that it's Part of her culture that if you find robins eggs outside your front door a baby is on the way. I thought that was the sweetest thing and always thought it would be a nice memory to have.

Fast forward to today. They eggs have hatched and the mother has been around less and less. It was over 100 degrees today 😰 my husband just went to check and there was a fly in the nest and no movement from the chicks 😭😭😭

My hormonal ass is so upset about these birds and I feel like it's my fault (even though I KNOW there was nothing we could have done - I feared moving them would cause the mother to reject them) AND now, in my pregnant irrational ass ways, I've convinced myself this is like some sort of omen 😭😭 I have my first doctors appointment tomorrow (6w4d) and I'm already nervous about it. Can anyone just tel me I'm being crazy (maybe gently, did I mention I'm also a sensitive ass now?) and that it's not my fault 😭 I'm so sad