Bi and not just curious

heather

So before marrying my husband I was with a women for a while I’ve always been bi and my husband knows that, but lately(even before I got pregnant) I have been craving being with a women so bad!! Like I miss the taste and feel of a women. Am I crazy? I am seriously wanting to look for like a friend with benefits who can understand I’m married and love him but there are things he legit can’t provide