Depression...

I have been so down.. not wanting to do anything, not caring if my house has looked like a tornado went through it, and not feeling like getting ready/or even getting out of bed is a battle.. whenever anyone needs to talk I’m always there and I’m always so encouraging my best friend has depression and she is always coming to me for advice or to just vent and whenever I need to vent or just let everything out no one is there.. I feel so alone, I am alone I have no one to talk to... damn why can’t I just have an outlet?!?!