Another guy.. added to my number. I wasn’t even too interested to have sex with him either. But he insisted. I want emotion, connection, feelings. A person where i know just what they like, and where they know my body so well. A person where i don’t have to watch what I’m going to say because he understands, accepts, and matches my vibe and the way i converse. I want someone i love, and someone to love. Im tired of having boring casual sex with a guy i don’t have feelings for. I cant do it. And i cant help thinking of how much better you are that him, and how i want you so much more than anyone else. I wish you could feel how much i love you.