Trying to keep my head up.

I'm trying to keep my head up after finding out I am in the process of a miscarriage today. I was heart broken to hear my levels dropped from 192 down to 125, I was hoping for a sticky bean. One day I may have another child, but for now I am going to continue enjoying the blessing I do have. I have a wonderful son who will start kindergarten soon. A son who saw how upset I was, but didn't push for answers to why I was crying. He simply gave me a kiss and a hug and told me he loves me. I will mourn the little one I will never meet, but I will also be so thankful for the little boy I get to call mine.