so i need to vent ladies

so im just bout 14w and not going to lie yes i have had some problems i went last week did the sugar test failed today i go and well i failed i failed so bad i have full blown diabetes. so i am lost i had it as a kid then at the age of 22 they told me i was good im now 28 and they are telling me i have it i didnt know it comes back i feel like shit i have legit been horrible this whole week and now i know why but i am worried when its time to have my baby something is going to go wrong o and yes they changed my due date so im haven my baby this year not next year idk i cant really talk to any one cause no one is around only my husband he is amazing man he is such a blessing but i dont wanna make him worry even more with everything been on his plate as is. i tried to speak to my best friend she thought it was funny and blamed it on the baby like are u serious smh so i dont have any one to really talk to has any one gone threw this and had healthy babes and came out ok the doctor really scared me i just dont know what to do this is my rainbow baby... plz no negative comments im already feeling pretty crappy