i want to give up 😭😭

I feel like I'm working just to continue to be poor. I make $16/hr and I'm still struggling to make ends meet. went to college. still can't move forward in life. I feel like I'm failing my kids in every way possible. I just want to cry. I can't get assistance because I make to much but for the next month I won't be able to put food on the table because I fell behind because of bills. wtf am I working for? what is the point of even being alive just to struggle and have to go without. I have basic shit. I don't have cable or internet. I use my hotspot on my phone for my kids to watch tv. all I have is rent, car, electric bill, phone, car insurance, gas, and food. all basic stuff and I am drowning. I honestly just want to give my kids to my parents and just leave. they can raise them better than me.