We broke up end of May because I caught him cheating basically. He has yet to apologize or even explain himself. He didn’t come home for almost two days and I started piecing everything together once I noticed his old condoms were all gone. I’m 22 weeks pregnant. He blocked me from all social media once he got home and noticed I took my tv and all of my belongings out of the house. Listen, our breakup wasn’t my fault AT ALL. So I’ll admit that’s what hurts a lot because he doesn’t feel the need to explain or apologize. I have no closure whatsoever. He contacts me every now and then from an old FB profile he hasn’t used since 2016. And when he does it’s not about us at all. He asked me if I still wanted abortion money (which I never agreed to having btw) and I slightly went off on him about that because I feel he abandoned me and our unborn in the middle of my pregnancy for a piece of pussy. This is someone who I woke up to every day. Someone who held my hand in the ultrasound appointment, attended prenatal appointment and rubbed my belly, tended to my needs, etc. then one day wakes up and tells me he doesn’t want “it” referring to our unborn. In the middle of my pregnancy. At first it was very heartbreaking and hard to deal w/ but now as the days go by I realize more and more how selfish and shitty of a person he is. I visit his FB from time to time from another profile of mine just to see whats been going on w/ him. Everything about him disgusts me now. I spend my days working hard and preparing her arrival and it sucks that I don’t have his support because he’s a fucking coward. He wrote me on 4th of July and said Happy Holiday. I responded w/ “Felt different w/o you but thanks. You too..” JUST TO SEE WHAT HE WOULD SAY! And the asshole only reacted to my message w/ the sad face. I’ve asked him before what he plans on doing when she’s born but honestly is it selfish of me to not want him around after he abandoned us and said he doesn’t want her? He’s not here now when I need him the most so don’t come thinking you’re cutting umbilical cords and taking pics when she arrives. No fake love, ya know. I don’t cry as much anymore but damn this still hurts y’all........