My bf & I were trying anal for the first time. I had my hand stopping his dick at limits. He was going slow at first but it was getting painful & I told him to stop. He moved my hand and went further in. I put my hand back & just kind of accepted it. I got home and I’m bleeding from my butthole. Idk if this would be considered rape but I love him so much & the thought of him with someone else kills me ☹️