Heart broken💔💔💔

So today i had an early scan after loosing my first baby at the beginning of the year, i was supposed to be 8 weeks 3 days today second pregnancy, but while at hospital i began to bleed heavy! To have the scan and be told babys only measuring 4 weeks bleedings continued have to wait a whole week now to be able to see whats going on I already know this feeling is the same as the last time😭😭 why why why!!😪