Babies will be here Monday!😱

I'll be 37 weeks Monday and will be having a C-section. I'm pretty disappointed because I had my son vaginally and the experience was amazing. I was hoping to do it again but when my Dr. presented the risks of a twin vaginal birth I immediately opted for the c-section. She in no way pressured me into one. Anyway I am terrified of being cut open because I never have before and even more scared of the recovery. Any words of wisdom from some c-section mamas?! Thanks!