JUST SO TIRED!

I guess you can say this is kind of a rant. My fiance and I have been ttc for about 3 years, but never really doing anything just the usual if it happens it happens. 7 years ago I was pregnant with my daughter and both of my sister in laws were pregnant as well (both brothers wives) 3 years pass both sister in laws are pregnant again, and at this point I had already met my now fiance but we werent ttc I knew I wanted to eventually though. Anyways a year after that my oldest brothers wife gets pregnant again without trying of course 🙄 by this time my SO and I are already trying and nothing is happening. Then last year 2017 THEY BOTH end up pregnant again at the same damn time ughhh!!! I'm constantly hearing "when are you having another one" and "damn, dont you think it's time to have another one" like ugh you know I'm trying. Then last week my SIL says when you have your boy I hope he looks exactly like you and your family 😒 Honestly I dont care what I have I just want a baby. I'm just so tired of everyone telling me I need to hurry up and get pregnant! I thank God my SO is understanding and not putting pressure on me. Some days he does say I can't wait to have OUR baby with us and knows I get mad when both our families constantly ask us to have a baby even though I have my daughter and he has an 8 year old from a previous relationship.

Anyways ladies I'm sorry for the long rant. I just needed to get it off my chest!

BTW we have been actively trying for 3 months now trying different products, CM, and BBT