It’s never going to happen...

I am currently on my cycle after getting a bfn from our first IUI.

. Friday when my cycle came on my husband wanted to try anal. I turned it down and he got really, really mad! Then he started yelling mean things. The last thing he said was, “NO

IUI

FOR YOU”!! We were supposed to start another round of

IUI since my cycle came on.

I am hurt. I feel broken. I feel unloved. It’s been 2 days and he’s been treating me as if I cheated or something. I don’t see a baby in our future.

I was really hoping to start this cycle since my cycle came.