i feel so bad now

reading all of these posts i feel so guilty for being on here. you wonderful people have gone through worse things that i could never even imagine living through. how are you guys so strong? i honestly don’t even know if i consider what happened to me as sexual assault. he didn’t ask consent but i could’ve said no, i could’ve gotten up and ran out. i should’ve done more. i feel like i’m not even worthy of pretending i’m a victim. :(