And it’s all i think about. I stress myself out. Will my water break all over my bed, all over the floor? Will there be blood or mucus when I use the bathroom? Will I have painful cramps that wake me up and disappear?

I’m on maternity leave and dwelling on labor is all I think about. And I’m TERRIFIED of the pain. Terrified!

Please help me distract myself. I’ve been off for about 3 weeks now and already did my usual “keep me busy” things. What else? Help! I know the second I get my mind off of it, I’ll go into labor.

Thank you!!