Im done!

Today my cycle would have been 3 days late. low amd behold around 5 mins ago. I start spotting. Im tired and give up. My body played the worse tricks on me. I had nausea, dizziness, frequent urination, sensitive to sore nipples, food adversions, back ache, my face broke out, no cramps and late cycle... I have always had good skin and I always get very painful cramps... Never got all the other bs symptoms...IM FREAKN DONE.. 2 YRS OF BS TRYING meanwhile everyone around me is getting pregnant with singles, multiples, not even trying, abortions and all.. Yet I cant even do the one thing my Damn body was created to do.. Im done and have to face the fact I won't be able to give the man I want to spend my life with a baby.. I can't stop crying. Im so hurt and angry. Why me?