Cant handle it

This is a long story so please bare with me.

I'm 20 with a one year old daughter and I've recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I've been out of a crisis center for about 3 weeks now.

I still cant handle my child, she gets on my nerves and I literally can't take care of her. If it wasnt for my mom then idk what I would do, my husband and I currently live with her so shes able to be there all the time, except she goes back to work in a few weeks.

I honestly dont know how I'm going to take care of her, my meds are still not right so EVERY little thing sets me off.

I just need help 😭😭😭