Advice please

Melanie • •Mommy of an angel•Grayson Chance born March 24•

My baby is almost 4 months, my mom watches my baby while I work and when I pick him up he instantly starts crying. My mom says he doesn’t hardly cry while she has him. But after I pick him up he doesn’t stop crying. I’m trying to not let it get to me, but it’s so hard emotionally. I feel like I’m not even enjoying my baby anymore.