it's in and I'm at a loss

so our wedding is less than a month away and my dress finally came in (after they lost the first one!!) and in the pictures, it was more off white than gold. idk how to feel about it. I've also lost a bunch of weight so it has to be altered AGAIN. I'm becoming very overwhelmed over it. my fiance hasn't seen it because I dont want him to see it before the wedding, but now I almost want him to see so he can understand why I'm so upset

****UPDATE****

We had my dress altered to fit better. I decided to not have anything removed or changed, just fitted and it came out perfect. my husband loved it and said it was totally something I'd wear, everyone loved it.