I am in a 3 year relationship and I am constantly emotionally abused on a daily basis. I have thought about taking my own life just to get away from the stress. I cannot express my feelings without him saying I'm "acting depressed" or that I'm insane or need medication or I let my mind make crazy thoughts that dont make sense..I have been depressed since before our relationship and it's only gotten worse. When things are good their great but when they are bad it's awful. I am scared to leave because I have no one else. No friends and my family isn't here for me. I'm scared