Don’t feel good enough

I’m sorry if sound like I’m being pathetic...

Since I was little I’ve always imagined my life a certain way I would meet the love of my life, get married and have his babies.

I’ve been with my boyfriend now for 6 years we live together happily and are expecting are first child. I’ve tried to talk to him about marriage but he always clams up and basically goes in a huff saying people don’t get married anymore blah blah blah.

I do everything for him, I work full time but finish before him have his tea ready on he table, his dinner made for work, keep the house tidy and clean, basically look after him and love him like I’ve always imagined I would, but I feel like I’m not good enough everyone else managed to get engaged and doesn’t do half as much as I do for him I just don’t understand what I’m doing wrong if anything.

He can be very selfish at times he doesn’t ever thank me but says that everything he does he does for me and I don’t appreciate it!!!! He turns me down a lot for sex, hasn’t shown much interest in the baby and told me last night that I’ve been the harsh one now I’m pregnant (which he also had a major part off) because he doesn’t want to get married I’m going to leave him...I’ve got no intention of breaking up with him I really do love him but can’t imagine never being married.

Has anyone else ever been in this situation?