lost and stresses

I have no goals. I have no motivation. I really feel like a useless peice of skin that was put on earth as a joke. I'm not good at anything I have no passion. I have no idea what I want to do as a career. I just want to end it so I don't have to suffer anymore. what's the whole point. I'm miserable and I don't know how to change it. I don't know what to look into for studying or work. I'm over it why does it always have to be so hard why can't it be easy why do I always have to fight to be heard why do I have to shout to get respect why do people assume it's okay to break promises to me. am I nothing am I anything? what's the fucking point