Long post- sorry!

Due to pre-term labor in a high risk pregnancy I’ve been hospitalised with bed rest. CSetion is in 2 weeks or before- each day is a challenge.

This is my 4th week here and I still have at least a couple more to go.

During this time my sister came to help me and take care of me. She has been cleaning the house and helping my husband with the preparations. Plus, she spends many hours with me here everyday and brings me food and love.

My husband visits me in the evenings and stays like a hour, sometimes less, as he can work long hours. However, he also goes out with friends. He invited a few friends over to watch sports one evening, and one sunday - which I was hoping to spend with him- told me after a brief visit that he was planing to go to the beach. I felt betrayed. He told me that being at the hospital is boring and I was very upset. I cried as I felt he didnt really wanted to be there with me as I was being a burden.

Today he briefly came after being at the swimingpool the whole afternoon and told me that some friends of ours were coming over for dinner at our place -the same place where my sister is staying fo the time being.

I feel that this is no the time for having friends over nor spending the day at the beach. I feel he is abandoning me and he didnt even saved any food for my sister. I see other women here whose husbands are here long hours most of the evenings. I dont want to compare him to anyone and I sometimes also think I am being selfish for not wanting him to have a good time from time to time now that he can.

I need your opinion ladies as being confined in this room makes me crazy: Am I overthinking it? Am I being selfish? Is he really ignoring my feelings and ignoring me?

I appreciate your insight.