acne - I’m done:’( help

I seriously can’t handle feeling this disgusting and insecure because of my acne. I drink a lot of water, I eat right, have a strict skincare routine and I still look like this.

Sounds dramatic, but sometimes I don’t even want to go out of my house because of my face... For instance, look at my upper lip! It looks like I have herpes! It’s disgusting and it makes me so upset...