Why I hate needles!

So I went to the ER two days ago because I passed a small blood clot, am currently 7 weeks pregnant 🤰🏽. As soon as I heard the nurse say she was gonna need to draw blood I started to freak out. She got the needle ready and I started to laugh uncontrollably because I was so nervous the nurses and my husband stared at me like I was going crazy, then I started crying 😭. I've always hated needles but I feel like as I get older I'm more scared of them. Two days later my arm looks like it's been through some stuff😢😢😢