So pissed

eLLee • Emilee. 25. Married. TTC #1. Follow my infertility journey on YouTube down below!

Why can everyone else get pregnant BUT ME.

Been with my husband for 5 years and we have been dying to have a baby. <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">Tracking ovulation</a>, saving up money and everything.

This girl on my Facebook (not sure why I have her but definitely deleting her) is hooked on meth AND NOW PREGNANT. I get that if you wanna do meth, that’s on you. But the fact that she didn’t mean to have a baby and she’s has this addiction?!

Also my ex best friend just recently told me she’s had FOUR abortions and that’s pretty much her birth control. If she’s pregnant, she just aborts it. I’m really not against abortions but just to keep getting pregnant and not using condoms and resorting to an abortion is not okay.

I’m just really pissed off. I want a baby.