So I'm about 5'5" my before PCOS weight was average 140 and my now living with PCOS weight is around 200 lbs. currently 208 lbs. I've always carried my weight in my belly and boobs no one ever believes I'm over 200. So, this is my 5th pregnancy; 4th child. I'm 18 weeks and 2 days pregnant right now. As I've got a round tummy I'm finding it a very different experience this time. There's no part of my tummy that's hard, I can't feel a certain spot that baby is. I thought I felt some movement around 16 weeks, nothing now. When I got my last 2 ultrasounds I was embarrassed as hell; where my previous c section scars are it kinda sucks in and the tech asked me to hold my belly up 😢. I feel nothing, I don't feel pregnant I have zero symptoms, I don't have a hard belly, no kinda bump, no movement, doc had a hard time with Doppler last time finding baby's heartbeat. Is this just me? Am I freaking out too early? Shouldn't I feel or see something anything? Oh with my last 3 pregnancies I was showing by now and had a ton of different symptoms