Just done.

So I had an early miscarriage July 1st. Lately I just feel so disconnected to my partner like I literally don’t even want to make love to him or feel like I’m even in love with him anymore.

He always tells me that I need to simmer down because I love him very much. I am a very emotionally driven person . I like passsion and romance and apparently he is not that way.

So since like last week he finally said for me to tone it down a bit because I wanted to try again for a baby right away once ovulation was confirmed. ( he told me we could try again)

He completely avoided me the whole night ...

At this point I feel just so disconnected and cold from him. He has been trying to show me more affection this past week, but because I have been begging him for more attention for so long frankly I don’t even want it anymore...

Idk I’m just emotionally numb right now