Is doing this with my male best friend/S.O. weird?

Belle • ꧁14•11•2021꧂

Sooo last night, my best friend and I were facetiming (audio). Both of us were horny af and we would just take turns moaning for no apparent reason. 😂 Usually, I would get shy and we wouldnt take it seriously. But this time, it was serious. He started it, i followed and I kept going. I knew he was touching himself but i still kept going, without touching myself. I asked him "how was that" and "did u touch yourself?" He said that my moans turned him on like crazy, and that he wouldve came if he didnt stop himself. He asked me if i touched myself, I said no, and he told me I should. I told myself to might as well do it, since hes technically masturbated during on call with me. He asked me if I wanted him to take charge and I said that that I would follow. So he told me directions as to how I would touch myself.

My gulay. It was the first time I had multiple orgasms.

I was moaning like crazy and once in a while he would swear. Something along the lines of "Fuck, Belle" or "C'mon, fucking faster" and that drove me nuts. I did what I was told and he actually had to hush me by telling me to cover my mouth to prevent me from waking up my family. He told me that I could tell him to stop if i couldnt take it, but I kept going for as long as I can.

After I told him that I couldnt take it, I was breathing heavily and my groin/pelvic area, hands, temples, legs, stomach, and lower back were all numb. i had never experienced anything remotely close to that. He asked if we could move to video so ue could see my face, and he saw that I was blissfully exhausted. I told him how I felt and he told me to get up and change my underwear (since it was damp.) It took me a while to get out of bed and to walk to the washroom. When I returned, I asked him if my moans turned him on. He said yeah and that he had to pace himself since he didnt want to make a mess and wake up his mom.

Both of us couldnt believe that we'd just masturbated together. Yet we both felt closer and more intimate with each other. We'd have sex conversations everynow and then where he would ask me if i would trust him when we were in that type of situation. I would say yes, but there was always a part of me that was scared, of course. But after what happened last night, I feel and know that I fully trust him when it comes to sex. Both of us didnt expect this happening going into our friendship and relationship. But i'm glad it did.

Is it weird? Even if it is, I'm glad to have found my weirdo. Hes my best friend and we can talk about anyhing and do everything together. I love him and I dont know what I would do without him.

Please tell me your thoughts below. 😬 Please dont think that I'm being naïve all because of this incident.