I met my soulmate

Okay so longgg story just want to here other people’s honest opinions

July 2016 I met a guy and we started dating well he has a best friend who I was not a fan of I thought he was a bit rude and a fuck boy but I didn’t know him to we’ll just what other girls told me well my and my bf at the times dated until August 18th when he died in a car wreck

The wreck was with his best friend who was the driver of the car and my bf at the time was the passenger they got hit by a drunk driver and my bf at the time died instantly well after that his best friend had no where to go his best friend was never rude to me i was just shy so I never talked to him well after the accident I felt resentment towards him I didn’t hate him but was almost jealous he lived and my bf died

Well fast forward a week later there was a memorial for my bf and his best friend that was driving was there I could tell he was going through a lot that’s when I realized yeah maybe life isn’t fair but it’s not going to help with me feeling resentful towards this guy so I asked him to take me home from the memorial because I was literally exhausted I hadn’t slept in two days and constantly crying to

He took me home and broke down to me saying he was sorry for “killing” my bf but it was his fault it was the drunk drivers fault I felt bad because I’m over here grieving the loss of my bf but he’s grieving the loss and watched the death of his best friend so I invited him inside and we sat on the couch and talked for hours until we both fell asleep on the couch and we stayed sleeping on the couch for 16 hours because we both hadn’t slept in so long

After this during the next week my memory was foggy because we did go out a lot with some friends to try and not to think about the death well one night after a party we were both sober but we came home and for some reason we both felt this compelling love for each other and he asked me if he could kiss me and I said yes and he did and that was it we fell asleep on the couch again and slept all night

Couple nights go by and I’m home in my bed sleeping he had gone out to meet with a couple of his friends he hadn’t seen since the wreck happened and I told him he could crash on my couch for a while until he can get himself together from this traumatic even well he gets to my house and I wake up and let him and and I grab his hand and instead o leading him to the couch I let him in my room at this point it had only been about 2 weeks since the wreck well that night we had sec and we both agreed to it idk if it’s because we felt something or because of stress but anyway he ended up just moving in after and he’s stayed with me ever since

It’s been 2 years about now and we are still going strong I don’t know if we had to go through hell to find each other or what I sure do know is I have found my soul mate yes I lost someone close to me and so did he but we made it through this together the emptiness inside we filled with love from one another

I never tell people this story because they think it’s fucked up but god works in mysterious ways or the universe does anyway idk I really just wanted to share this it always gets better I promise I got lucky this time ❤️

Props to you if you read all of that btw thank you !!!