My First Time

Ok so i finally had sex for my first time and i feel bad but at the same time i don't. I've been raised my whole life to not have sex before marriage and all that.

My bf and his parents picked me up last night and we went to Indiana for dinner bc they won a free two night stay at a casino suite. After dinner his parents went to gamble and he and i stayed in the room bc we had to discuss something. We did and after that was kinda "make-up make out" i guess but it led to more. My bf is a pretty big guy and it hurts if he tries to put his hips between my legs. So i rode him. Bc it was my first time it hurt like the dickens. Of course i bled a little and i did freak out about that. But it hurt too bad that i want on him long enough for him to cum in me.