i don’t wanna leave. there’s so much good, i don’t want to make anyone sad, i want to experience so many things in this beautiful world. i just wish i had enough guts to just get it over with and die. acne, people who have never dealt with severe acne wouldn’t understand the physical pain, but mostly the emotional pain it comes with, nobody understands they just think i’m constantly complaining, that’s easy to say when you haven’t dealt with it all your live. it’s an illness, and i have it. only way to get rid of it is to get rid of me. i’ve wasted money, time, hard work, and most of my life trying to deal with it and getting rid of it, but it won’t work. (please don’t get mad at me, i’m saying this because i’m supposed to be in a safe space)