so in December of last year I found out I was pregnant with a cheap equate brand test... I miscarried in January.

June i found out I was pregnant again with a Walmart 88cent cheapie.... I miscarried on the 15th.

this month I've missed my period and I took a 88 cent test 2 days ago... it was negative. today I feel soooo nauseous. my period still hasn't come so I went to feel my cervix and it's super soft and much higher than it was 2 days ago.

so here's my issue:

I told my husband I think I need to get a better test just this once and this is what he frikken told me!!!:

huni! you dont need another test! your spending way too much money on nonsense stuff like that.

just let it be

my reply: so what ... am I just not supposed to care about my body and not test? and if that test is wrong... and I dont get my period cause I'm pregnant am i just not supposed to make sure? I only spent 88 fucking cents on a pregnancy test that's otherwise $8

him again: ummm no ... you dont need to