Bad life choices...

So I have 4 kids with my partner we aren’t married but I sit their now and wish that I had waited do the whole ‘no sex before marriage’ I know it’s old school but I wish it was all done a bit more romantically and that we had waited... I sit their and sometimes stupidly think maybe it’s not too late to ask if we can now wait but I know it’s stupid and it’s far from late... I just wish it was all done differently it just upsets me sometimes...

Update: just so you all know I don’t regret my children that’s not what this is about I love my kids dearly and wouldn’t want to live without them they are my life my first priority ❤️ I just mean couldn’t I have waited and had my same kids later haha I know another stupid thing!