Vent about pregnancy symptoms

I'm so over this. I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking when I wanted to get pregnant because this is complete hell. I have debilitating anxiety and it's only making this whole mess worse. I hate everything about pregnancy so far and "it's only gonna get worse" as every woman has ever told me. I can't imagine it being worse, there's no way I can handle this being worse. I'm not going to look back longingly at the time I was pregnant I can guarantee that. I have loathed every second