We lost our baby girl 😭

We lost our sweet little Terra Grey at 17 weeks on 06/28 from a genetic disorder that cause her heart to never develop properly and so many other issues.. then yesterday i had to be rushed into emergency surgery because my left ovary had a softball sized cyst on it that cause ovarian torsion and i ended up losing that ovary.. this month has been horrible 😭 i feel completely destroyed from all of this.. i don’t understand why this continues to happen to us.. this will be my 6th loss (2 ectopic and 4 miscarriages) and i feel like now more then ever we just aren’t meant to have another child.. it’s so unfair.. 😭