I can’t do this again....

So today I got into a pretty headed argument I was mad alllll day I Know not good for baby I was trying trust me..

Anyways I noticed some blood when I went to the bathroom🙁 I literally am trying not to think the worst but I am traumatized from my last pregnancy, I started to cry on the toilet but trying to be positive I honestly don’t think I can handle another miscarriage, my excitement has turned to fear God I hope they find a heart beating in there on Friday ❤️