Waiting for my freedom!!!!

When I decided I wasnt going to have another child after my second, I was excited for my future without a baby on my hip and on my boob. no more potty training! Going to the beach to fish without chasing my toddler away from the water. He is now 2 and I could see the light coming from the horizon!!!!! I take a shower about once a week because I'm always watching my 2 kids 4 &2 making sure they don't fall off the couch or slip on the 2 year olds pee..... I take them everywhere, they are never away from me. Anyways, I thought my birth control was 💯 and i thought it could never fall out.... here I am pregnant with my 3rd and I've got some odd more years with a baby on my hip, chasing him from drawnin. Here's to never having my boobs to myself. I look like a zombie and feel like one too. 😵😵😵😵😵