Am I just crazy or is this ok?

I think I'm driving myself crazy. In Sept 2017 I had my second miscarriage; four days of bleeding before I miscarried, the miscarriage and the eights days of bleeding after. Well to make a long story short my obgyn diagnosed me with PCOS even though my levels appeared fine the only thing their going off of is that I'm not having a cycle regularly like I was prior to coming off birth control (August 2017) and the miscarriage.

what I want to know is is it crazy for me to want to be pregnant again? Even though we're not financially ready (who is though) and my stress levels are through the roof with the wacky MIL and two toddlers. I just miss the feeling...