Been wanting love since I was 16. When I was 16 I thought that by the age of 25 I would at least be engaged or in a long term relationship. But nope. I’m still lonely. Watching everyone else around me find love. I can’t help but wonder if I’m not worthy of it. Am I ugly? Boring? Why can’t a man love me? Accepting the fact that I may never be blessed with real love or be blessed to be a mother and have a family. Cry myself to sleep almost every night about this. I watch my friends in their relationships and I know a man will never love me the way theirs love them.