I just... don’t know.

So, period was late but didn’t feel pregnant... took a few tests and all negative for the week my period was late.

At 9 days late got a positive

Tested 3 times since and all positive. I’m pregnant.

But the thing is my husband and I didn’t want another baby... but I’ve never believed in termination.

My partner and I were in the process of getting him a vasectomy... like, we REALLY didn’t want another baby.

My first two pregnancies were hard.

Baby 1 was born 7 weeks early due to a placental abruption.

Baby 2 was a turbulent pregnancy from the start! Told at 8, 10, 15 and 25 weeks we’d lose him but never did.

We are supposed to get married in October...

I’m working hard on my career.

But we are financially and emotionally capable of having another baby.

Husband is fine if I want to keep it or terminate...

just worried about my health both ways.

Worried we’ll fall in love with the baby and lose it anyway... but dr told us every pregnancy is different...

Advice?