AF came full force 😭

Omg don’t know how much more I can take of this crap month after month I don’t even get to test cos she comes day early or bang on. Well day early this time don’t even get the chance of being a day late! I actually thought I was this month my partner commented on my breasts getting firmer and fuller and I get so sick while away in Turkey. I was calm all through the tww and no stressing as on holiday and came back yesterday to the bitch! So what am I gonna try this month? Anyone got any suggestions?