Why is love so hard? I’m currently (after putting on some bomb ass makeup to make my self feel better today) CRYING while eating cereal. I’m sitting here with my cereal bowl and a mirror and tissues to try to save my makeup while eating. I’m pathetic but I’m heartbroken as fuck. My bf if three years says he thinks we are no longer a couple but he’s not even sure. Funny thing is that he at the same time says that we have never had such a close, intimate, healthy and nice relationship as we have now but that it have made him loose feelings. He wants the feelings back but does nothing.

I’m taking this so hard because I guess I know where this is going. It’s so sad because I really thought he was the one, my heart still says he is. I will never find a guy like him ever again. Fml!!!