ARMY BOYFRIEND RANT

My boyfriend just left to boot camp and it’s been 2 weeks now, I’m going insane. I am a SEX FREAK, SEX ADDICT, SEX MANIAC. I have to wait 5 more months. I don’t want a dildo, I don’t want nothing but REAL DICK. I want REAL STROKES. I want REAL KISSES all over my neck and body. I’m so freakin stressed! I try to keep myself busy with work, school, go out with friends but when night time hits and I’m all alone, so many sex flashbacks. Ughhh! And his dick is sooo good it’s like I lost the best thing ever. My friend recommended fucking my past bodies but never will I cheat. Because that will destroy me if it happened to me. Anyways, good luck to me 😭