Why did I have to lose her????!! I'm 18 years old, and I had to bury MY DAUGHTER. I may be young, but inside I have become ancient. I have to live every day of my life wondering why my beautiful girl grew her wings way too young.. 😪 I shouldn't have to be trying for another baby, because Miah should still be here, but we are so lost without her, we know it will never replace her, but we want her to be a big sister and we want to be a FAMILY..a mummy and a daddy and we want to keep looking after our children and doing anything we can for them..she was only 5 weeks old.. cherish your babies..hug them tight, tell them you love them more then anything because you do..and I hope no one ever has to go through this immeasurable pain. If you have I'm so sorry, no parent should have to bury their child at any time in their life..