Sensitive topic

I’m sure this may be a sensitive topic for some, but what did it look like when you miscarried? I was a whole almost week and a half late and finally got what I think is my period, but it’s different than my other periods. It’s very egg white like or almost mucus like with blood. My cramps are worse than I’ve ever experienced and I’m extremely tired and sad lately, sensitive and crying even at work, even though I take antidepressants for postpartum... I just had twins a year ago so having another baby would be crazy. I am on the pill but I know that it’s not impossible to conceive while on the pill.

I’ve never had a miscarriage so I’m not quite sure what it would feel or look like.. any insight would be great. Thank you in advance and I’m sorry for anyone currently going through dealing with the loss of their little blessing(s).