Ruined🎃

Halloween is one of my favorite...WAS my favorite holiday. I should have been giving birth around Oct 29 and my baby would be wearing a cute little Halloween onesie while we’re all at home snuggled watching scary movies.. But now my favorite holiday is ruined..bc I miscarried a few months ago..my baby died inside of me and there’s nothing I could have done to help him/her. I get sooo jealous seeing pregnancy announcements and pregnant stomachs. I HATE this bitter person I have become but I can’t help myself,