So devastated

Jessica

So I swore I was pregnant only 2 days late still Getting a negative well this morning I started my period! I’m so devastated! I’m now falling down the tunnel of depression and falling fast I’m 26 I have 3 boys why is it taking me 3+ years to conceive again! It’s like no matter how hard I try I can’t get pregnant again... I just want a baby girl just one! My husband is so upset too even tho he is trying not to show it.... but I’m not really sure how to stop feeling this way I have so much going on this weekend and next week and now I’m not even sure I can handle it I don’t even wannna move off the couch this sucks so badly I just can’t stop crying 😭