Sooooo

I've been a little conflicted lately.

7/10 people I've liked are guys...

I am a dancer and a rock climber (I'm thirteen) and both of these girls I've "liked" are better than me at climbing/dancing (one is a ballet/pointe dancer and one is a reaaaally good climber).

I'm just wondering if I actually like them or if I'm just idolizing them, because, for me, they're a similar feeling.

Any advice?