Currently crawling on the floor

Sooo I’m currently crawling on the floor to go get my book from the living room. Cannot stand up without literally gasping in unbearable pain. I had my laparoscopic surgery three years ago and I think I can confidently say my endometriosis is back with a vengeance.

I am in so much pain but instead of the low aching, toe clenching painful cramps it’s literally STABBING pain and unbearable pressure all through my abdominal cavity. I feel SO swollen inside and my rectal and vaginal area hurt so bad. I swear I’ve got internal bleeding. When I stand up I can literally FEEL pressure begin pushing down down down and within two minutes I’m writhing in pain. I haven’t been able to urinate all day because I CANT. I literally cannot go to the restroom. It hurts so bad and my body just won’t do it. I walked into the room and fell onto the floor sobbing and panting a few hours ago and my husband begged me to go to the ER.

I hate wanting to go to the ER but knowing they will say it’s “just your period”.